my last nerve which was already worn. to. a. fucking. frazzle. has been further worn — but it shouldn’t surprise me some people from whom one would think one could expect better didn’t support hillary — i mean, when i was at my lowest in life — some people i would previously have trusted with my life couldn’t be bothered to stand up and support me, in fact, either remained silent or joined in hurting my feelings and showing how little my having been abused meant to them — or threw accusations at me saying i was to blame and in the wrong — i find it quite the unamusing and tragic and nauseating irony of irony when those same sort of people talk about how much family means and how we must all be there for one another when they showed so little loyalty to me when i most needed it. the world is full of hypocrites and truth-twisters. and i am exhausted.